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Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Forgotten Portrait ~Garry~

'The forgotten man, forgot everything, but one... 
What is it he lost? What is it he forgot?'
Title: Forgotten Portrait
Singer: Kamui Gakupo
Music, lyrics, illust: Chicken (so forgive the bad quality...)
POV: obvious.
Original song: Blind Alley
Lyrics:
Ah, how much time has passed?
Ah, how long have I been sleeping?
I woke without knowing anything...
Who I am, where I am, why I'm here...
But, I remember something.

The truth, the lies, I don't care which one you tell.
I want to feel the world with others again.
I don't care if I am to die...
My world please, give it back to me~

The awaken Forgotten Portrait, does not know who he is, why he's born.
"Please don't leave, just stay here."
Even so, he searches, who is his true self...
"I don't know."

Something I have once promised, I forget what I promised...
Who I promised, when I promised, but I have to fulfill it...
I don't want this to happen, but I have no other choice.
I am sorry, I wish I have another choice, but I don't...


The awaken Forgotten Portrait, he now knows what he is, why he's born.
"I'm sorry, I forget..."
"Now, everything's done."
"I forget."

Youtube broadcast: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7h0vkrRaBVU&feature=plcp
Nico broadcast: sm18204766

News:
Garry is not dead yet. 
(garry: hoooraahhhh!!!! long live chicken!)
And this may be spoiler, but Garry won't be left alone again, as Ib said in the... 
(garry: long live chicken! long live chicken! long...)
Shut the hell up, garry! 

Behind the scene:
I got pretty stressed when doing the pv (the song too, but I guess making it a rock song cheers me up a bit) and I used up 7 pages, or maybe 8, I forgot, and well, you see, I actually colored them all but the scanner in my mum's office just messed it up real good. So, sorry. 
(only 8 pages?)
Panels, dear, panels. 
As an evidence of how stressed I was when doing the pv, here is a sketch. Really. 
Guess where the finished version is? XD






Moral of the story: Don't make promises with Garry. 
(garry: hey!)

Next up, Ib's song... 
A character design to do. At least three pages needed. Or maybe six. 
And another week or two. *sigh* 
And well, I hope this is good news for everyone, cause I've decided to make a narrative version, which will just... (turns to Garry)
(garry: nooooo!!!! help me gakupo-san!)
okay, so... just wait. i'll do ib's song now. happy chicken is... 
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Sunday, June 24, 2012

...

ah, after all this time, I'm back in another '...'...
if you're wondering how the rest of the three dolls are doing, i'm still thinking about them. and...
yeah, for those who's been following this blog, i've composed a song, 'framed doll'... actually the second song, 'Forgotten portrait' (if you downloaded the game from my link and played, it's obvious whose pov this song is)  and...
oh yeah, damn, i never actually give a proper introduction... but i don't want to spoil it for anyone (except for mary)...
so...
tall guy is garry, middle is ib, and smiling is mary (you know that, right)
and if you're wondering what kind of name 'ib' is, 'ib' is actually derived from 'ibu' (イブ) and if you listen to it, the 'bu' is really short, so it's almost like 'ib'. don't ask me why garry (ギャリー) is garry. and mary...
I guess a lot of evil characters are named Mary. (smacked)
I don't like 'eve' cause it's too normal, so ib will be Ib.
then again...
wait, this just inspired me to do an imitation black parody based on ib...
no, no, i can't do that. I still have the Dr. Realist fanfic in my draft... (1/2 done)
But... Garry will look really good with his eyes covered and... and...
(garry: stop that, chicken.)
And! and! a lot of roses! blue ones! and laces! and! and!
(garry: i say stop...
mary: but it won't look that bad, right, Garry? Imagine me and Ib in a tux... and...
garry: and i'll crossdress again? no. )
give me a break, garry. don't you know how tired it is to do the illustration for your pv? And your song, without me knowing, has became very quiet (he didn't sing as much as mary, so... ), which made the pv very theatrical, and...
(garry: I guess that makes me cool!)
Of course. especially after mary ************.
(garry; ...whatever;.) if you're a fan of Garry and have a bad feeling about those censored parts, trust me, you already know what's gonna happen.
(garry: but i'm not dying again.)
that's true. though it would've been nice to make you die...
(garry: If you kill me again, there's only one more garry left to kill... )
I don't care. I silently crossovered you with Gakupo from the lost memory too... Ah! I'm so proud of that one! 
And there'll be a huge plot twist in Ib's song, too... (i'm done composing it, but I don't think it'll come out soon... )
(garry: good! ahahahahah! You're so kind, Chicken...)
you know, I still have a lot of writing to do. this song writing times is just for fun. Let's see...
my novel. half of the whole story, plan to add another character...
dr. realist fic. half done, and...
mary-garry artwork. (garry: i'd be happy if you don't finish that one) I wanna. (garry: Noooooooooo!!!)
I'll out it up when it's done. (garry: no! no! don't! pleaseeee!!!!)
ah, yeah, maybe I should start translating this amazing doujin in pixiv, too, from the mandarin version...
lots of work. *headslam* just wait for ib's song for now. or dr. realist. XD.
happy chicken is stressed... *headslam again*

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Framed Doll ~Mary~

'The lonely girl that wanted friends to be with her...
The doll that should've stayed inside, the doll that doesn't deserve any place outside...'

Title: Framed Doll
Singer: Kagamine Rin
Music/lyrics: Chicken
Illustration: Chicken (too)
POV: Mary
Original song: kugutu (kugutu as seen in the music folder), Blind Alley (‘܏¬˜H in the music folder)
Lyrics:
I don't know who I am, why I'm here, why I'm born
I only know this old man...
Looking at him somehow I feel happy, even if I can't get out

Since then, people came to see me
They say good things about me, then they would leave and forget me
Looking at them somehow I feel so sad...
They do not care about me...

'I like visitors coming here to live with me, but...
I want to leave this place myself and live outside!
But unless I take the place of someone from the outside, I can't do that...
Won't somebody come soon?'
(you can find this in the actual game, but not telling you where~)

Deeper, come here...
Come here and stay here with us!
Forget about the outside world...
What should we play?
Now, you decide!
This is for you after all...

I only want to get out...
Why wouldn't you understand?
You should've stayed there and sleep forever...
Then I won't have to do this...

Why won't you stay? I hate to be alone...
I want to get out... is that so wrong?
Maybe I will never leave...

Youtube broadcast: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=unzOqeoYTiM&feature=plcp
Nicovideo broadcast (Japan): http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm18124887
Niconico broadcast (English): http://video.niconico.com/watch/sm18124887
(this is first and last time i'm giving complete links for nico~ (evil mode on) Starting from next song, I'll only be giving the numbers (sm---------)

Behind the scene:
Mary: Yayyy!!! My song's the first one! Say, Chicken-san, who will voice me?
Chicken: I was thinking about having Lily voice you, but she sounds a bit too soft, though she looks like you more than anyone else... Maybe Rin-chan. yeah, Rin-chan. Her voice is magical on higher notes... (evidence: amayumerou, meltdown)
Rin: Really? I will? I will?
Mary: Let's do our best!
Rin: Yeaaahhh!!!
(both leaves)
Chicken: *wonders what the two girls might be doing* *checks*
NO YOU GUYS AREN'T PLAYING WITH THE FEAR GARDEN PROPS.
Mary: Eh? ^^; why not?

Bonus: I planned to use this picture but since I felt sorry for Garry (garry: finally chicken is being kinddd!!!) I didn't use it. Let's look for something to smack Garry with.
Happy chicken is happy~