Yu (Rain)

People, if you recall I say my mandarin teacher told me to write a mandarin poem, here it is... but i think it will be very troublesome to write the han zi (draw the letters, my english teachers say) so what i'm gonna write down here is the han yu, how to read it. bpmfdtnl etc. and besides, i'm worried that it will be boxes if i write the hanzi, and that's not funny at all.
btw one of my poems are missing, and fb, i'm still blaming you for that, because i combed the whole place and found nothing...
btw, i've provided some free translation (i dunno if it's called like that, because in indonesian we call it 'terjemahan bebas', terjemahan means translation, and bebas means free. or should i say it 'suicide translation'?) for those who hate mandarin
happy reading. this is the easiest title, after all ^^... so days of rain again, alright. the suicide translation is in the brackets

tian shang hen an (it's dark up in the sky...)
wu yun dou chu lai le (the dark clouds have came out)
niao er dou fei zou le (the birds have flown away)
zi you wo yi ge ren (there was only me alone)

zhe er hen leng (it's very cold here)
da jia dou zai jia li (everyone is in their houses)
mei you ren li wo (nobody cares about me)
wo zhi zi zhan zhi (me alone standing) (sorry, suicide translation)

tian an le (the sky has gotten dark)
dia jia dou guan le men (everyone has closed their doors)
zi you wo zhi zi zai wai mian (there's only me alone outside)
wo pao bu liao (i can't run)

wo hao xiang nian ni (i miss you very much)
wo hao xian jian ni (i want to meet you so much)
dan ni bu zhi dao zai na li (but i don't know where you are)
zhi you wo yi ge ren (there's only me alone)

wei shen me (Why????)
wei shen me ni li kai (Why do you leave?)
wei shen me zhi you wo zhi zi (why is it only me alone)
wei shen me ni bu lai (why don't you come?)

tian shang hen an (it's dark up in the sky...)
wu yun dou chu lai le (the dark clouds have came out)
niao er dou fei zou le (the birds have flown away)
zi you wo yi ge ren (there was only me alone)

jin tian xia yu le (it's raining today)
zi you wo zhan zhe zai wai mian (i'm the only one who stands outside)
deng ni lai zhao wo (waiting for you to come and look for me)
dan ni mei you lai (but you don't come)

wei shen me (Why????)
wei shen me ni li kai (Why do you leave?)
wei shen me zhi you wo zhi zi (why is it only me alone)
wei shen me ni bu lai (why don't you come?)

wei shen me jin tian xia yu? (why is it raining today?)
wei shen me ni bu lai (why don't you come)
wei shen me ni ran yu lin xia le wo (why do you let the rain fall down me?)
wei shen me zhi you wo yi ge ren? (why am i alone?)

(suicide translation, es tut mir Leid, es tut mir Leid...)

Literature Lesson with Chicken-number 1

Literature Lesson number 1 with Chicken. I'll make this narrative ^^
Good morning class!!! Today we will be learning about Indonesian literature! We will be learning about majas!!!
(Teacher, what's a majas?)
Majas is the Indonesian for Language Style. There are 4 kinds of majas, which is perbandingan (comparison), penentangan (contrary), sindiran (teasing), and penegasan (confirming). Today we will learn about... pertentangan!
This majas is used in my poem Speedway, and maybe some others.
1. Antithesis
Antithesis uses the majas that has contrary meanings! Say...
Old and young people will come to the festival.
Well, plus minus like that... -.-
2. Not thesis, it's Paradoks.
This one is used in Speedway, let's see which sentence...
I don't want to be alone
In this crowded world
OK? Once again, plus minus like that.
3. Hiperbola (hyperball in english maybe? ok, i don't know)
This kind of language style is common even in English, because it's like...
The news of the crash shocked me to death!!!
(come on, do you die of shock thanks to listening to BBC?)
4. Litotest
We usually use this to be humble, or something like that. usually we say things which aren't the truth. say, like when I'm talking to my friend, he finds fun in writing biological things, and I called him great, and he said.
Ah, not really.
Depending on the person's brain, this majas might be misunderstood as being arrogant or something...
ok kids! Write this down on your notebook...
RIIIIIIIING!!!!!!!
Ok, see you next week! TIme for algebra!
(WOOOOOOTTTTT!!!!)
(sorry. totally unclear. send questions to uekikosuke@live.com.)
(next time, let's talk about an indonesian writer!!!)

...

huh? ch. 6, fma?
hahahahaha, no ideas yet.
........................
ok, sorry, fma fans. seriously. no ideas at all. if you ask 'why', then let me tell you... i can give at least 5 reasons:
1. you know, philo....
2. i haven't done the plot for that...
3. the final test is coming, too...
4. no idea for fma but a mountain for philo and no time to write it down on the diary...
5. confused whether i'll make ed look stupid, or mustang come as a hero, or maybe there'll be steel....
6. who's steel?
7. take a look in fma fan page in fb (if you can find it) but most fma fans might say steel's not very useful blablabla
8. scared about the reaction from my english teacher about philo... (there were some half censored part in it)
9. there might be a censored part if i continue further...
10. once again, complete blankness...
but the blog can't stay down, right? so here's what i'm gonna do...
write about hitler again? thanks. my english teachers, 1st teacher: humanity~!!!!, 2nd teacher: unfortunately, anti-hitler (i guess).
so maybe i'll write a bit about...
indonesian literature...
maybe, once again. because, once again, because i'm indo...
WON'T IT BE NICE IF PEOPLE APPRECIATE OUR BEAUTIFUL LANGUAGE?
ALL PEOPLE?
that's why the blog's in english, but the literature works are indonesian styled.
but, once again...
(ow, my head...)
no publisher will say philo's economical enough, and i'm bracing myself about it...
but let's see. if you wanna suggest something, comment down here...
but about fma...
(ow, my head...)
okokok, enough for today's ellipsis. good night.
eh? it's afternoon here.
whatever. good night. see you.
GYAAAAAAAAAAAAH

What about THIS?

Hitler. Well, everyone knows that name. We all hate him. Right? And however, he caused the longest war ever in history, which was also the bloodiest, deadliest, war. And he killed so many Jews in 6 years, because he hated them. To death. But is that really so? Well, that's one provocative question. Brits will hate me so much for posting this. But well, we'll see. It's been debated for long why he killed the Jews, and the most famous readon is simple: he hates them. But once again, what about THIS! We'll take 3 books, Elie's Wiesel 'Night', Hitler's bio, this one from 'Perang Eropa', in Indonesian literally means 'European War', and 'Novus Ordo Seclorum', an Indonesian book too, but please don't underestimate our country. Now let's take a look on Hitler. His father, Alois Hitler, and his mother, Kalara Hitler. Ok, a normal kid, with parents. Now let's go a generation back, his grandparents.His grandma, Maria Anna Shicklgruber, and his granfather... Debated. But according to the book, HItler's grandpa was unknown, and I believed that up to this second. But Maria worked as a maid in Jewish family, and when she was home, she was found pregnant. That's why some people said he's Jew. I don't know the latest DNA test for him, but let's take aside the conclusion that he's Jewish. And let's look to the Weimar times. After Paul was shot, Hitler turned to be the chancellor and a president, and people started to be called as Fuhrer. THen he started to make Lebenstraum, 'living space' for Aryan race. Then he started the war and holocaust, and killed a lot of this Jews, Slavs, Gypsies, and all. Now, let's turn to the 'Novus' whatever. That book practiaclly talks about... If you ever read Revelation in the Bible, they wrote that 'a power will conquer the world at the end'. We think it's imposibble. But there is such a power. They called it Zionism. And my lovely religion teacher said, Zion means Jew. So, is it really, because the Jews 'stole our jobs, lands, and money?' Or is it 'or they will bring the world to an end?' In Night, there were some proves that shows that zionism did have some role in the life around holocaust, here it is: 'After the whole thing(Einsatzgruppen, SS, Gestapo), we started to talk about another things, like economy, politics, and zionism' 'Some boys in my camp were once in the zionist organization...' Well, we never know what's in the dicator's head. But, if he really is Jew, he should've died with this info. And if he isn't, he might have this info, or it could be pure hatred. But if Hitler's a Jew, you want to know what I'm going to say? 'Herr Hitler, gut!!!!'

...

MORNINNNGGGGGG!!!!!
Huh? it's late in my place
but whatever. MOOOORRRRRNNIIINNNGGGGGGGG!!!!!
good news. chicken has done the luoong story and now can work on fma again. BUT!
the english teacher gave us horriblle hw... actually not that horrible for me, but i made it horrible. make it 180 words, he said, an I've done 400 kind, and counting.
ACHHHOOO
God bless me. And I still have 2 pending poems for my friend fb, he's not following, remember, and I'm gonna write an article, a terrible one, because it's a very orisinal thinking, and I might be killed.
seriously.
hey chicken serious!!!!!
so i'll try to get the article done today, and i'll try my best to not be killed....
btw fma fans thx for waiting, 5 will be done, unflrtunately, NEXT week.
that's all for now. good night, please call it a day, just another crazy elllipsis from me. thank you for watching writer channel. good night, sweet dreams.
(what, i'm a presenter now?)
btw english teacher, i can't give you the story on monday unless you won't mind a soft copy because no time to print. and sorry there was a '18+' content.
thank you for the attention and good night.

Speedway

People in the world
Want things go on fast
Want things go as they want
Want things go as planned

Every people in the world
Have their own goals
Have their own wills
Have their own ambitions

Everything went on fast
Everything went on easy
Everything went on as expected
Everything went on by themselves

People around me walked by fast
Everything around me went by fast
As the time passed on quickly
As the time never looked back

You won't know
When things will be over
You won't know
When things will stop

As the time went by fast
Everything went by fast
As the time never looked back
Nobody ever looked back

Standing alone
You don't know when it will come
Standing alone
You don't know what's ahead

Walked by me
Nobody ever looked by
Left me waiting alone
Between everything that's fast

I can only wait
As time crawled behind me
But you were far ahead
Without being reachable

You never looked back
Whatever happens
In this never ending time
You only walked ahead

I can't reach you
You're too fast
Everything around me want on fast
You're no exception

People around me walked by fast
Everything around me went by fast
As time passed on quickly
As time never looked back

Standing alone
You don't know when it will come
Walked by me
Nobody ever looked back
Left me alone

Everything around me went by fast
I was left alone
In this empty world of mine
Lacrimosa

You never looked back
Whatever happens
You left me behind
And never looked back

I don't want to be alone
In this crowded world
I don't want to be left
In this fast-paced world

Don't leave
Please, come back
Don't walk by me
Take me along with you

Don't leave me behind
When everything went fast
I don't want to wait
I don't want to be left
Lacrimosa

(btw this is for my friend b. who's that? guess....."

5

Ed walked into a dark stone room as he looked around. There was only a few torches to light the room and it didn't really help for him. "Where the heck am I..." he whispered as he looked around. "Herr, he's here..." "Yes I know..." Ed kept walking without knowing what's behind. "Walk straight..." he whispered. "Hey there, Edward!" Ed was surprised. He quickly looked back but he saw nobody. "Who?" he asked. Mengele walked out from the darkness. "It's me," he said with a smile. Ed looked at him for a while. "Something wrong?" Mengele asked. Ed sighed in relief. "No, sir," he said. "I'm just a bit surprised with the darkness..." Mengele smiled and walked past Ed. "Come on, Edward, I wanna show you something," he said. Ed was surprised. "What thing?" he asked as he chased Mengele. "You'll see," Mengele said. Mengele walked with Edward following behind him Ed was looking around as they walked. 'Whoa," he said. "This is something..." Mengele stopped walking. 'You haven't seen all," he said. Ed smiled. "Will you show me, doc?" he asked. Mengele nodded. "I think we're only a few more further from the place we're looking for," he said. Ed looked around. "Although I have been in Central for a long time, I've never seen this..." he whispered. Mengele suddenly stopped walking and turned back to Ed. "Here," he said. Ed walked to him and turned to look at his front. "Wha..." "I bet you know why I took you here, don't you?' he asked. Ed kept looking at the scene in front of him. "Wait..." he said. "You didn't tell..."
***
"Wait...." Ed held his head. Many people, maybe about hundreds, were in front of him with their hands and legs tied. They were laying on the floor with their a piece of cloth in their mouths. "You want me to make a stone with these?" he asked. mengele smiled. "What do you think?" he asked. Ed looked at the people in front of him. they were looking at him, pleading for help. A few soldiers were standing behind, watching them with their guns on their hands. "You will do it, right, Ed?" Mengele asked.
Ed sighed. "What do you think?" he asked.
"Don't be kidding," Mengele said. "We have the agreement, right?"
"It goes in Germany," Ed said. "Not here."
Mengele walked away. "But still, it goes the same," he said. "Or there will be some risk to bear, right?"
"I don't care," Ed said. "A no is still a no."
Mengele smirked and stopped walking. He turned back to Ed.
"Well," he said. "It means you'll have to take the risk."
A few men walked out and stopped before Mengele. "Doc..." they called. "It's..."
"I know," Mengele said. "Thanks. You may go."
The men left and Mengele walked to the something they brought. He knelt down and smirked.
"Well, Edward?" he asked. "I'm just asking for one last time, you know?"
"I don't care," Ed said. "It's still a no."
Mengele sighed and walked away as he took out a Walther gun from his pocket.
"I don't expect this from you," he said as he turned to Ed. "I thought you are a gentleman."
"This is beyond the agreement," Ed said. "I think I have a say about that."
Mengele didn't say anything. Ed still couldn't see what the soldiers have brought into the room.
"And the agreement is make a stone and then go with me to Thule," Ed said. "So I'm not making it for a second time."
Mengele sighed. "Well, you know what..." he said. He looked at the citizens who were laying on the ground. He looked back to Ed, and scanned him from head to toe.
"Actually you're right," Mengele said. "So I didn't do my threat."
Ed didn't say anything. Mengele walked forward, then he kicked something. Ed's eyes grew wide.
"But for this girl," he said. "You will, won't you?"
***
"You will, won't you?"
Ed looked at Winry, who was laying on the ground with blood oozing out of her mouth.
"Ed..."
"So that's why you bring the whole SS team with you," Ed said. "Unfortunately, it's still a no."
Mengele sighed and looked away. "See?" he asked. "That's why you're no gentleman."
A man in grey uniform showed up and stopped before Winry.
"No?"
"No."
Mengele shook his head and the soldier smiled. He suddenly kicked her on the chest.
"Win..."
Two men appeared and grabbed Ed's arms.
"No?"
Ed looked at Winry as drops of sweat rolled down his forehead. Mengele sighed as he saw the kid won't move.
"Oh come on Ed..." he said. "You're gonna let her die?"
Mengele squatted before her and touched her cheek. "She's beautiful, don't you think?" he asked. The soldier nodded. She didn't react, seems like she couldn't feel anything more.
"F***..." Ed cursed. "Let me go!"
"No, no..." Mengele said. "Folks, you won't move until he does it, right?"
The two men who were holding Ed smirked. Ed looked at them, his eyes full with hatred.
BAM
Ed was shocked. He quickly turned to the wall, and found Winry laying before it. The wall has some blood marks. Now the citizens started to react, but they can't move.
"F*** German, let her go..."
"She's still got a life to live..."
Mengele sighed and turned back to the citizens. "But, ladies and gentlemen," he said. "It depends on Edward Elric."
Winry panted as she saw the wall in front of her. She could feel something's going to happen.
"Wait!" Ed shouted as the soldier walked to her. "Stop it!"
"Once you do it, it's over," Mengele said. "How do you think?"
Ed could now feel the sweat rolled down to his chin. The man grabbed her hair and lifted her.
"You sure don't shout, do you?" he asked. "Can't you shout? You can speak, can't you?"
Mengele turned back to the citizens. Now they looked furious of because of the torture going on in front of them.
"How is it, Ed?"
Ed looked at Mengele, his eyes sharp as blades.
"Damn you, colonel..."
The soldier unexpectedly bumped her to the wall. She hissed loudly, then she fell to the ground. Ed closed his eyes, trying not to see what's going on.
"How is it? Don't tell me I have to make her shout?"
Ed rebeled, but the soldiers who were holding him were too strong.
"How is it?"
Ed panted. Now he could feel fear across his body.
"No..."
Mengele turned to Winry. She was facing the ground, now a few of her hairs were red.
"Young lady, did you just say something?" he asked. Winry panted and looked up to him.
"I'm not talking to you," Wiry said. "DOn't you dare say anything."
Mengele smirked and walked up to Ed. "Good, I like brave girls," he said. "That's not something you can find in German very easily, right?"
"You..."
The soldier dragged her across the room and dropped her in front of Mengele. "Or you want me to shoot her?" he asked. "Maybe you'd love to see her dead?"
"No..."
Ed's face turned pale as Mengele aimed his gun at her.
"Until three, no answer, I'll shoot her," Mengele said. "One..."
Ed didn't move. "Two..." Mengele counted.
Winry looked up to Ed as she panted. Now some blood flowed from her lips, because she didn't shout, she bit her lip.
"Three."
Mengele took out another gun. "No?" he asked.
"NO," Ed said. "NO..."
Mengele sighed. "Well," he said with a cruel smirk. "I think I haven't got much choice..."