Hiding

You never told me a thing
You never showed me a thing
All you did is just action
Actions to comfort me

I always asked you
But you never told me the truth
I always looked into it
But you never left me a clue

I know you're lonely
I know you're sad
I know you felt guilty
I know you didn't want me involved

But why,
Must it be this way?
You never dropped a tear
You always smile

You never cry
Unless it's raining
Why do you force yopurself
when you know you can't bear it alone?

Every time I leave
You never tried to stop me
Just smiling and waving goodbye
Making me feel so sad

You know I can be your shoulder when you cry
You know I will always lift you up
You know you need someone by your side
You know you can't bear it alone

I walked home
And saw you sitting in front of the door
In the middle of the rain
Letting it wash away your tears

I walked to you and smiled
You looked up to me and gave me a smile
But I someow felt so sad
To find you smiling in your sry

Your eyes are empty
Your heart is full of sorrow
I held you tight in my arms
And felt how painful your life is

I have to leave again by dawn
But with you in my arms
I don't want to leave you
I want to fill your life

You never cry
Unless it's raining
Why do you force yourself
When you know you can't bear it alone?

Two sided

p1
Once upon a time
There was a man
He was young, a warrior
Born with endless bravery
Going to the field

Once upon a time
There was a girl
She was young, a warrior
Born with endless bravery
GOing to the field

In chess
There was a king
There was a king
There were two bishops
Two headquarters
And a pair or knight

In chess
There were two sides
Black and white
Two sides which will never meet

The man
Who fights for his country
The woman
Who fights for her country

KILL
KILL
KILL
KILL

p1
Once upon a time
There was a man
He was young, a warrior
Born with endless bravery
Going to the field

Once upon a time
There was a girl
She was young, a warrior
Born with endless bravery
GOing to the field

In chess
There were two sides
Black and white
Two sides which will never meet

Swords against swords
Spears against spears
Bows against bows
BLood against blood

She fell
ANd he came to her
With his sword pointed at her nose
All for his country

p1
Once upon a time
There was a man
He was young, a warrior
Born with endless bravery
Going to the field

Once upon a time
There was a girl
She was young, a warrior
Born with endless bravery
GOing to the field

In chess
There was a king
There was a king
There were two bishops
Two headquarters
And a pair or knight

In chess
There were two sides
Black and white
Two sides which will never meet

The man
Who fights for his country
The woman
Who fights for her country

KILL
KILL
KILL
KILL

Kill her?
No, he couldn't kill her

...

Now, the same post title again... let's see.. I'm typing my bloody long story, and it's not yet done. both the story and the typing. (hey, is it a german book on the background? ah, whatever) so don't count me to post another story, but now I'm approximately writing... a poem every day (i wrote 3 today just to kill the time, and I have to ask the teacher for a paper) so... especially for Edo, please post you warning: don't read as you eat cuz you will have a great stomach contraction. hahahahahahahahahahah. ok then.... here's a poem I wrote in... let's see... dienstag (tue in German) kinda long, and please note that you can read from the second part first then the first or the first then second, it's not gonna make much difference, either... haha

Rain

ROAR! ROAR!
I heard angry, impatient roars
I looked around
But there weren't any tigers

I looked down and thought about things gone by
Two years ago, in this street
You put your hands off mine
And you smiled to me
Then as fast as the wind
You were gone

You never came back ever since
We've never met again
But somewhy, somehow
The smile never leaves this heart

Two years ago, after you left
I heard roars
Angry, impatient roars
I looked around
But there weren't any tigers
Ever since that day
I've been waiting for you
But you never came
I've called you over and over
I cried
In the light and in the dark
But you never came

ROAR! ROAR!
I heard angry, impatient roars
I looked up
And saw the dark angry sky
Then it started to rain
I felt wet in my heart
That smile started to vapor
I cried, but my tears left with the rain
I felt very cold without you at my side

Where are you?