Yu (Rain)

People, if you recall I say my mandarin teacher told me to write a mandarin poem, here it is... but i think it will be very troublesome to write the han zi (draw the letters, my english teachers say) so what i'm gonna write down here is the han yu, how to read it. bpmfdtnl etc. and besides, i'm worried that it will be boxes if i write the hanzi, and that's not funny at all.
btw one of my poems are missing, and fb, i'm still blaming you for that, because i combed the whole place and found nothing...
btw, i've provided some free translation (i dunno if it's called like that, because in indonesian we call it 'terjemahan bebas', terjemahan means translation, and bebas means free. or should i say it 'suicide translation'?) for those who hate mandarin
happy reading. this is the easiest title, after all ^^... so days of rain again, alright. the suicide translation is in the brackets

tian shang hen an (it's dark up in the sky...)
wu yun dou chu lai le (the dark clouds have came out)
niao er dou fei zou le (the birds have flown away)
zi you wo yi ge ren (there was only me alone)

zhe er hen leng (it's very cold here)
da jia dou zai jia li (everyone is in their houses)
mei you ren li wo (nobody cares about me)
wo zhi zi zhan zhi (me alone standing) (sorry, suicide translation)

tian an le (the sky has gotten dark)
dia jia dou guan le men (everyone has closed their doors)
zi you wo zhi zi zai wai mian (there's only me alone outside)
wo pao bu liao (i can't run)

wo hao xiang nian ni (i miss you very much)
wo hao xian jian ni (i want to meet you so much)
dan ni bu zhi dao zai na li (but i don't know where you are)
zhi you wo yi ge ren (there's only me alone)

wei shen me (Why????)
wei shen me ni li kai (Why do you leave?)
wei shen me zhi you wo zhi zi (why is it only me alone)
wei shen me ni bu lai (why don't you come?)

tian shang hen an (it's dark up in the sky...)
wu yun dou chu lai le (the dark clouds have came out)
niao er dou fei zou le (the birds have flown away)
zi you wo yi ge ren (there was only me alone)

jin tian xia yu le (it's raining today)
zi you wo zhan zhe zai wai mian (i'm the only one who stands outside)
deng ni lai zhao wo (waiting for you to come and look for me)
dan ni mei you lai (but you don't come)

wei shen me (Why????)
wei shen me ni li kai (Why do you leave?)
wei shen me zhi you wo zhi zi (why is it only me alone)
wei shen me ni bu lai (why don't you come?)

wei shen me jin tian xia yu? (why is it raining today?)
wei shen me ni bu lai (why don't you come)
wei shen me ni ran yu lin xia le wo (why do you let the rain fall down me?)
wei shen me zhi you wo yi ge ren? (why am i alone?)

(suicide translation, es tut mir Leid, es tut mir Leid...)

Rain

The dark clouds gathered
Covered the blue skies
And the thunders roar
As the rain fell

The dark clouds gathered
Covered the blue skies
As the world turned dark
And the rain fell

The sun ran away
And hid behind the dark clouds
And the birds ran away
Hiding under the trees

The rain fell
Watering the whole earth with coldness
Covering the whole earth in darkness
Hiding the earth in its clouds

People come and leave in our life
People fill and empty our life
People build and destroy our life
People show and hide in our life

The rain never comes
Unless the fate wants it to
The rain never leaves
Unless the fate wants it to

You never told me what you come for
You never told me why you leave
You never told me what you want
You never told me anything

You never said anything to me
You never looked at me even once
You never listened to me whatever I said
You never paid me any attention
You never thought of me as something

I don't get it
I didn't do anything wrong
I never tried to harm you
But you only gave me a cold shoulder

You are always in my mind
You never leaves my mind
You are always in my heart
You never leaves my heart

Even if the rain fell
Washed everything from land
Even if the rain fell
And took everything away from me

You never got washed away
Not in my heart
It never took you away
Not in my heart

You don't know how empty my heart is
You don't know how empty my life is
I always life in this darkness
I always live in this abyss of loneliness

The dark clouds gathered
Covered the blue skies
And the thunders roar
As the rain fell

People come and leave in our life
People fill and empty our life
People build and destroy our life
People show and hide in our life

Why?
Why must you leave?
Why can't you stay?
Why am I left alone?

You don't know how empty my heart is
You don't know how empty my life is
I always life in this darkness
I always live in this abyss of loneliness

Why?
Why must you leave?
Why can't you stay?
Why am I left alone?

The rain fell upon me
WIth the water
Pierced painfully into my heart
Leaving deep scars in there

You don't understand how I feel
You don't want to look at me
You don't want to pay any attention
You don't want to give me anything

Then why
Why does the rain fell upon me?
Why does the rain chooses me?
Why won't it stop?

The rain never comes
Unless the fate wants it to
The rain never leaves
Unless the fate wants it to
So won't fate stop the rain
Which fell upon me?

The Girl of Rain

When I saw you for the first time
My heart beats so fast
That beautiful eyes of yours
They have took my heart

I don't know who you are
But since then I always think about you
Although I know you're nobody
Although I don't want to admit it

My life is always dark
Nobody ever loves me
Everyone think I'm useless
I'm treated like trash

My life is so lonely
Nobody cares about me
I can only cry
I'm only the girl of rain

I live in the darkness of clouds
I live in the coldness of rain
I can't go out and see you
Because you don't know how cold the rain is
Because you don't know how I feel

I really want to be with you
Anywhere I am
I really want you do stay by my side
And fill my empty life

Although you never looked to me
I can't forget you
Although you don't want to see me
I want to see you

I'm the girl of rain
Which will only be accompanied by raindrops forever
In my darkness
There is no light

Before then I realized
Just like what you always show me
You disappeared just like the wind
And never come back

When I saw you for the first time
My heart beats so fast
That beautiful eyes of yours
They have took my heart

tick tick tick
It's raining today
I was sitting alone outside
Waiting you to come back to me

Why am I left alone?
Why do you run away from me?
Is it because I'm the girl of rain?
Won't anyone love me?

Rain

ROAR! ROAR!
I heard angry, impatient roars
I looked around
But there weren't any tigers

I looked down and thought about things gone by
Two years ago, in this street
You put your hands off mine
And you smiled to me
Then as fast as the wind
You were gone

You never came back ever since
We've never met again
But somewhy, somehow
The smile never leaves this heart

Two years ago, after you left
I heard roars
Angry, impatient roars
I looked around
But there weren't any tigers
Ever since that day
I've been waiting for you
But you never came
I've called you over and over
I cried
In the light and in the dark
But you never came

ROAR! ROAR!
I heard angry, impatient roars
I looked up
And saw the dark angry sky
Then it started to rain
I felt wet in my heart
That smile started to vapor
I cried, but my tears left with the rain
I felt very cold without you at my side

Where are you?